Before she let her soothing sound shut my eyes and open my heart, Seinabo took a minute to explain what went on behind the music — this song in particular. She said she hadn’t planned to play it tonight, but with the overwhelmingly positive energy she felt in the room, she couldn’t help letting it slip from her lips. She told us she wrote the song about a boy she loves. While she wrote, the boy didn’t know the depth of her feelings — she hadn’t told him. But she wrote it anyways, hoping to find courage to share her secret with him along the way. When she finally spilled, he didn’t feel the same. “That asshole,” she said, “but I still love him, anyways.”